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WHAT a NIGHT!

so.. some of you know I went to bed with a pretty pesky headache last night. Well, I thought I could sleep it off like I usually do, but I woke up in the middle of the night with my head simply throbbing. It must have been 3 or 4am! There was a weird feeling in my chest... I found it a little hard to breathe, too. Outside my bedroom window, I saw a light somewhere in the distance. I thought about getting out of my bed, but you know that pins-and-needles feeling when your leg falls asleep? That's what my whole body felt like. So I just watched as the light came closer and closer, getting brighter and brighter, until I swear it filled up the whole room, and... I'm not sure how this next part will come across. I'm still trying to figure it out myself, if I'm being honest!!! But the next thing I knew, the second the light got the brightest, I realized it was actually daytime. 11:13am, to be exact! And my headache was gone! This lost time thing isn't my favorite. I'm a details kind of gal. I like to know everything that's going on. So this giving up control thing - it's not so much for me. I'm really hoping that changes soon. Though I will admit, I'm glad the headache is gone. That's a real kindness. NOW. I knew that some of you smart cookies wanted me to tell you if anything else happened to me. And you seemed to be really helpful last time. So I kept some scrap paper and a pen next to my bed - just in case. I am SO HAPPY I DID! Check it out!!!!!!!

I'm really hoping some of you can help me decode this. I don't know if I'm just going crazy, or if there's something trying to really communicate with me here. I hope I'm as lucky as you think I am!!!

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JANUS2X

Jul 20

I knew I could trust you smarties to figure this out. I don't know what I'd do without you!! And you're so quick, too! "Evolution is preservation in new forms".... "Trust the cycle" .... gosh 😳 I have to agree with you, Subwoofer, it sure sounds like I'm on the precipice of something big here. If what we're seeing here is real, which I'm beginning to fervently think it is, then... someone must have some very big plans for me. My mind has felt so open and clear today. That headache's not coming back so far. I feel lighter, happier. Like I'm ready to... well, I don't know! I want to say "receive," but that sounds a little too cliché. Is it silly to say that I'm excited at the idea of evolving? I've felt kinda stuck in a rut these last few years. Things just haven't been going exactly the way I think they should have. Maybe some of you can relate. But... I guess it's just a bit exciting to think that someone might have a plan for me. Or that they're seeing I should be preserved, somehow. I like the idea of that. I can't say that I understand this "trust the cycle" business, though. I'm with you, mxxshima. Transformation is compelling, but what does the cycle mean? Is that an evolution cycle, or something else?

agc_1701

Jul 20

this is WILD. did the pins and needles last the entire time until you (for lack of a better term) woke up?

JANUS2X

Jul 20

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That's a great question! I definitely felt the pins and needles the whole time while I was watching the light get closer. I think the sensation even intensified a bit as it got brighter... if I can trust my memory on that.

But the moment the light fully engulfed me? I can't remember if I felt it then or not. I was so overwhelmed by that light, it was almost like the intensity took over my focus (and my brain???). It was like nothing existed except the light.

And I mean, it was SO FAST. To me, anyway. Clearly I lost quite a number of hours there, but... in my perception, it was basically over before it began. So it's hard to know if I was still feeling it in that moment.

Does that make sense at all???

agc_1701

Jul 20

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it definitely does! what an incredible experience. i was thinking more about your headache and it has me wondering - have you noticed any other positive physical things since this happened? i guess we can't totally say they "healed" you when the headache may have been solely connected to the experience, but i'm curious if there's anything that might have been "fixed" at the same time.

JANUS2X

Jul 20

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Hmm... you know, I can't say I'm entirely sure! I've been monitoring myself closely since, to track my experience from a scientific perspective. So far, the headache remains gone. My ability to focus has improved. I'm less jittery, less anxious. I feel a sense of peace. I haven't noticed any other aspects of my body that have been "fixed," but I will be keeping tabs! I do believe I slept soundly through the night last night. I didn't even have a single dream. I'm not sure what that means; I'm the kind of gal that gets lots of dreams typically, and tosses and turns. So sleeping like a rock is surprising!

Subwoofer

Jul 19

Whoah! Pretty sure the top half cyphers to "Evolution is preservation in new forms". Still working on the bottom half but wow this is exciting!

mxxshima

Jul 19

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oooh, quick! good job and thank you for the decryption!

maybe it means that you're going through (or WILL go through) some kind of evolution, janus??? guided by them? admittedly, my mind is jumping to some pretty... let's say self-indulgent ideas of what that might look like 😳😳. it honestly sounds like you might be in for something really special.

either way, something big is happening. i SO wish i was in your shoes right now!

Subwoofer

Jul 19

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Oh that is fascinating! Evolving into what though? And the cycle...does that mean it repeats? I've got to agree with you, the idea of transformation like that is...ahem...most compelling.

alienbabe0703

Jul 19

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omgosh, an EVOLUTION!! woah woah woah i wonder if they took you somewhere!