I woke up this morning with a new cypher scrawled on the scrap paper next to my bed. Which is weird, because I don't actually remember anything. Did I lose time? Has something wormed its way so deep into my subconscious mind that they can access me while I'm fully asleep? I'm not sure. But the rest of this afternoon, I've felt... honestly, a little paranoid!! It's a notable change from yesterday, where I felt so clear-headed, peaceful, and happy. Sometimes it sounds like there's a buzzing in the back of my brain, almost inperceptible. Does that make sense??? It feels like all the hairs on my arms and neck are always standing up. Like someone's watching me just out of the corner of my eye. I'm trying to stay excited (you've all told me how lucky I am, and I BELIEVE IT! I've been waiting and reaching out SO LONG for something like this to happen!) ... but ... I feel like I can be honest with you all. We're all buddies here. Today is freaking me out a little bit. Anyway. I'm hoping my smart cookies out there can decrypt this for me. I really hope it will help me out here. I think I'm going to have trouble sleeping tonight.
That's mildly terrifying.
Janus - I hope you're feeling okay after such strange sensations. You are very lucky to be in contact this way, even if it's painful or scary.
Apparently we're supposed to know what's best? How can we help Janus prepare her mind???
"Your friends know best. Prepare your mind."